alice wong going mad....

alice wong wat the hell u doing ? always dun confident and get confuse in ur relationship , u should believe her right? what the hell make urself become like that keep guessing and wanna end up this relationship ? when ppl care bout u , u pretend so cool 4 wat ? when ppl being caring why u scold ppl ? u always said that she the one u think shall treat her good ? jus because 10000 mile away u give up? but ...... somehow i dun think it can mantain so long ? omg 3 year is impossible , i choose my way another road to gain more knowledge make us difference , who dare said future now? everything might change whn i bak to m'sia .. as now i till can control myself should force myself stop izzit?
keep confusing ...... maybe later busy on study and working wont think to much ... aalways said let it be ... but jus cant ... perhap im deeply in love?